Dream Moods – My dream last night…

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Suicide
To dream that you commit suicide represents your desperate desire to escape from your waking life. You may be harboring feelings of guilt that you cannot get over and thus turning the aggression on yourself. You need to start approaching problems from a different angle. Alternatively, the dream suggests that you are saying good-bye to one aspect of yourself and hello to a whole new you. It is symbolic of a personal transformation or a new stage in your life

 

Killing
To dream that you kill someone indicates that you are on the verge of losing your temper and self-control. Consider the person you have killed and ask yourself if you feel any rage towards him or her in your waking life. Your dream may be expressing some hidden anger. Alternatively, you may be trying to kill an aspect of yourself that is represented by the person killed. Identify the characteristics of this person and ask yourself which of these qualities you are trying to put an end to.

To dream that you have been killed suggests that your actions are disconnected from your emotions and conscience. The dream refers to drastic changes that you are trying to make. There is a characteristic that you want to get rid of or a habit that you want to end within yourself. Killing represents the killing off of the old parts and old habits. Alternatively, the dream represents feelings of being let down or betrayed by someone in your waking life. You are feeling overwhelmed, shocked and disappointed.

 

Killing
To dream that you kill someone indicates that you are on the verge of losing your temper and self-control. Consider the person you have killed and ask yourself if you feel any rage towards him or her in your waking life. Your dream may be expressing some hidden anger. Alternatively, you may be trying to kill an aspect of yourself that is represented by the person killed. Identify the characteristics of this person and ask yourself which of these qualities you are trying to put an end to.

To dream that you have been killed suggests that your actions are disconnected from your emotions and conscience. The dream refers to drastic changes that you are trying to make. There is a characteristic that you want to get rid of or a habit that you want to end within yourself. Killing represents the killing off of the old parts and old habits. Alternatively, the dream represents feelings of being let down or betrayed by someone in your waking life. You are feeling overwhelmed, shocked and disappointed.

 

 

 

Hmmm…. seems legit.

 

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You Just Know…

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So many of us spend too much time wondering what if and doubting the lovely world around us. When something is going great – we tend to look at what could happen instead of the beautiful reality before us. Many people say I’m too young to know my emotions fully and that “living in sin” with my boyfriend is an entirely bad idea. I always get asked: How do you know you want to be with him long term? The thing is, you just know. When you have an argument, you can’t walk away because you’re so worried if the other one is okay. You support them in their time of need, even when times are dark. You become a team of one, instead of two individuals lost within the world. Your souls intertwine at a spiritual level. I may be a young lady. I have much of this world ahead of me. But, I am confident in saying that I know he will always be there. Through the amazing and through the horrid. It’s a feeling within my gut, heart, and soul. It’s an unexplainable connection, which is why it’s so hard to answer the question. It’s one of those things people have to experience first hand!

Don’t be Afraid! Stop What Iff-ing and start living!

Myself and my love.

Myself and my love.

 

We met awhile back and started discussing music, dreams, films, etc. and noticed we had a lot in common. It wasn’t before long, we went from friends to lovers. Even as friends, we could both sense there was something more to the relationship. When angry, we never fail to bring a smile upon our faces. When things are horrid, we keep each other afloat against the waves of the sea of depression. I never thought I could meet someone so dear to me. Feel so much emotion and feel so alive!

After living hours away from each other, we decided to move in together. It was the best thing we could do for our lovely relationship. Why? Because it made us stronger. We no longer had to feel depressed when the other was gone away due to technological difficulties and such.

Our connection is deep and unique. We can feel each others emotions. We instantly know when something is wrong. We walk the same path. Faithfulness and Loyalty is still out there in the sea of the unfaithful. I found my love and you can find yours.

 

 

 

Dreams

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Dreams are an interesting thing. It helps us figure out issues that have been bothering us, or bringing about a new point of view to the situation we’re in. Last night’s dream was so full of emotion that I can’t even begin to sort it out. I thought I’d start off my Monday by getting this dream off my chest because it’s caused a bit of confusion.

The dream was split up into three parts as so:

  1. I was sitting on a swing that was hanging from a tree in the middle of a large grassy field. It was near sunset and the breeze was warm and cool at the same time. My love came to join me upon the swing next to me. We held each other’s hands and just watched the sunset in a relaxed state. The scene then moved to a castle upon a hill by a dark ocean. The moon’s reflection ever so perfect upon the waves. My love and I were the owners of the castle. We spent our lives composing music in the night. I felt nothing but contentment.
  2. I’m at my house. The wind is heavy against the windows. I try calling out for my father but he’s no where to be found. I feel a sense of worry in my gut. My boyfriend and my brother are working hard in the shop. News of a fresh snow is coming again. The freezers and food is a shortage. I keep asking them where dad is and they keep looking at me like I missed something. I go in the house, my grandma isn’t there either. Her stuff is gone as if she’s passed on. My dad’s girlfriend is in the bedroom with the flu. I look around the house for my father and he’s no where to be found. His belongings packed in the basement as if they were a box of memories. I run outside because I need help and I needed to talk to my father. My boyfriend kisses me and tells me dad is gone. The sky stays gray.
  3. This part was weird and jumbled up. A person I don’t know came over to my house for dinner. She was a woman with curly blonde hair, in an up do. She was wearing a white dress, it looked like something a woman from the 1920s would wear. I didn’t like this person. It went black for a moment and I had blood everywhere. I chopped up the person and put them under my bed. A girl I went to school with was talking to me, saying I’m a good person and trustworthy, I started to get worried that she would look under my bed, so i took the body out back and buried it. I lit a candle in remembrance and said, ‘It’s time for me to be me.’

I went to google ‘Dream Moods’ and this is their interpretation for each section:

  1. Musical Instruments 
    To see musical instruments in your dream indicate the expectation of fun and pleasures. You are focused on enjoying life and all that it has to offer. The dream also represents your talents and your ability to communicate with others. Certain musical instruments are symbolic of sexual organs and thus point to your sexuality.�If you play a musical instrument in your waking life, then the dream may serve as a rehearsal to improve your technique. Also: Music 
    To hear harmonious and soothing music in your dream signifies prosperity and pleasure. You are expressing your emotions in a positive way. Music serves to heal the soul.
  2. Death 
    To dream about the death of a loved one suggests that you are lacking a certain aspect or quality that the loved one embodies. Ask yourself what makes this person special or what you like about them. It is that very quality that you are lacking in your own relationship or circumstances. Alternatively, the dream indicates that whatever that person represents has no part in your own life anymore.�In particular, to dream about the death of your living parents indicates that you are undergoing a significant change in your waking life. Your relationship with your parents has evolved into a new realm.
  3. Murder 

To dream that you have committed a murder indicates that you are putting an end to an old habit and a former way of thinking. This could also refer to an end to an addiction. Alternatively, the dream indicates that you have some repressed aggression or rage at yourself or at someone. Note also that dreams of murder occur frequently during periods of depression.

Resource: http://www.dreammoods.com/

 

My interpretations: 

  1. I feel that I finally have someone I can trust that isn’t family. It took me a long time to find a special person. The castle and such I’ve seen plenty of times before and see it as my Utopia (where I believe we all go when we die.). To see my love with me in my Utopia makes me happy and feel at peace. I don’t need to worry because he truly has my back in every situation. 
  2. I don’t see the death of my father as a negative. I agree with the interpretation. It’s a new beginning in the relationship. It’s my turn to step up and take charge. Show him that I can handle the world in case of an emergency situation. I was devastated because I missed the childhood times and jokes that have to be locked away in a box of memories. 
  3. I am a natural blonde, with curly hair. I have an obsession with the 1920s. I never got along with people in school because I was different. They only called me awesome and trustworthy before I dyed my hair and expressing who I truly am. The person donned in 20s clothing and blonde hair could be myself. I chopped up who I used to be because it isn’t truly who I am. I despised being put in the picture and I hate how people talk about me like I’m already dead because I no longer dress the way they want me too or have my natural hair color. I want to be referred to ME when it comes to people discussing me at family events. I don’t want to keep hearing about the “Me” that they thought I was. 

Have you creeps had any interesting or wild dreams lately? If you care to share, leave a comment below.

 

– Mercy

Creative Minds – “Stop being such a child”

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Good Evening my creeps.

I would like to take a moment out to discuss one of my biggest pet peeves. When I use my creativity I get told “Stop being such a child.” As if it’s a bad thing to be a creative person within the world. You see, being creative and having an imagination as an adult doesn’t make you less of an adult — it makes you a more successful one. Those “adults” that go around telling the creative people to “stop being such a child” are actually the children. They go through life playing house and doing what they are told they should be doing as an individual their age should be doing.

Without creative people we wouldn’t have technology, advances in life, entertainment, books, music, etc. We would all be bland and boring walking around talking like Charlie Brown’s teacher and hopped up on pills. At 21, I’ve learned a lot from the adults around me. They always tell me the same thing: “Don’t live for others” “Don’t do what I did” “Don’t loose heart” And, it made me realize it’s because they wish they could re-live their youth and do things differently. The shell ages and grows cold. But the soul lasts forever.

Blood & guts

Mercy Desdemona

Judgement Day

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It’s amusing how people act when they aren’t in your shoes. They become know it all and almighty. They put themselves up on a pedestal if which their order is correct and because you don’t agree you are seen as less than them or less intelligent. I have to take a moment to tell you what I think about this individuals — They are pathetic. Individuals that take the time to judge a person based upon their situations without trying to understand are idiots.

A good friend or individual would take the time to listen to your situation without judgements or pedestals. They’d offer good advice and try to aid the situation. Not bash you down and drag you into the dirt. Putting their boot on your face as you gasp for air. These individuals aren’t capable of compassion — and their attempt at compassion is fraudulent. They do it because to please what society would love but not because its from their heart.

We walk amongst a truly selfish and unemotional society. Where it’s hard to tell the true hearted people from the con-hearted people. Con-Hearted people use scapegoats for their wrongdoing so they can justify their actions. Hide behind a mask as they spit on you. I found out that I am currently surrounded by a lot of them.

I shall put my foot down. My life and situations, decisions aren’t harming a soul. If anything, I’ve bent over backwards to be there for people that claimed to be my friends. Not anymore. I have a caring boyfriend and my family that’s there for me. I have goals to accomplish and dreams to keep my life alive. Just because I have different political, religious and many other different views than you doesn’t mean you have the right to “spit” upon me. I at least, can admit my mistakes and learn from the ups and downs of life. Life isn’t all structured. Not every second can be planned in a notebook and be perfect. I have struggles, I’m NOT perfect. I am human. Just like you. Step off your high horse and get back to reality. Because in the end, you’ll end up being alone. Lonely and afraid.

Shootings, End of the World, Etc.

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*** Attention: This blog post may or may not stir issues/opinions/emotions and make you wish I was hit by a bus. You have been warned.****

Dearest Creeps,

I would like to take a moment out to discuss my views on the rise of gun crime, religious extremists, and emotions within todays society. Keep in mind that this blog post may cause issues – but I’m not about to sugar coat anything. I’m going to be real and to the point with my opinion and although this post may seem harsh — my heart goes out to all of those that have lost their lives in any manner other than natural causes.
Let’s begin with the rise of gun crimes. I personally believe the rise of gun crime isn’t because we are allowed to have guns — but its the people behind them. We allow people with mental instabilities roam around with the public every day because people see it as inhumane to keep them in institutions where they can receive help and be kept away from endangering the public. A gun is an object that doesn’t decide to kill — the person behind it does. Yes, I do believe in my 2nd amendment right — but what I don’t understand is how people blame the object but not the person behind it. I also think the rise in gun crimes and any crimes for that matter is because the looney’s that are allowed to roam around with the public believe in the “End of the World” conspiracy. So there attitude is just Fuck it. The world is going to end anyway let’s just lose our minds.
The second thing that’s been bugging me is the rise of religious extremists. No, I don’t agree with saying “god” in the pledge because America was built for religious tolerance. You don’t see other religions in the nation forcing you to be under their religion, why force it on others? But these are also the people that believe that Jesus or whatever is going to come down and save them on the 21st and I’ve even heard claims (by religious nut cases in my own family none-the-less) that people will be driving non-stop, regardless of traffic laws so Jesus or God or whatever will save them. I’m pretty sure if you keep driving regardless of laws you will infact see your god and take millions of innocent beings with you.
I love how people in this era seem emotionally detached. They cheat on ones they came to love. Sleep around and try to claim what I call the Pity Party. No one is true and secure. Just insecure people that toss everything away. Even emotions.People are to paranoid to trust so they end up alone popping pills. People are afraid to show emotions because they hide behind electronics. What have we come too?

Slasher Flicks

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Today I want to take the time out to discuss Slasher Flicks and how I see them. So without further adieu, let’s just jump right into the subject matter. Slashed flicks to me are meaningless. I don’t see the point in slasher films what-so-ever. They aren’t even the good form of cheesy and lame (as most 80s films are) and have the same group of people, same story line, and same setting as each other. Of course, different actors/actresses and maybe the setting looks different but really, it’s just the same small town as the other film.

Within Slasher flicks, we get the same group of people as I’ve mentioned before. The slut, The Jock, The Smart One (that no one listens too), The Nerd, The Scared One, The Badass, The Goody-Goody, The Best Friend. (Sorry if I’m missing one)

I think it’s because they make me feel like I’m losing brain cells. What moron would wanna take a shower when they hear a killer is in their small town? That just screams get naked.

I think slashers are just created so teens can have pathetic films on their date nights so they can swap spit and feel badass. But hey, that’s just me.

– Mercy Desdemona