Dearest Reader

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Dearest Reader,

I miss you all. Unfortunately, my lack of internet has made me somewhat Amish. I miss all my readers and the emails that you have written me. I apologize that I haven’t gotten back to you all like I usually do. I really do read all the email and try to respond as much as possible. Because, I cherish the fact you read my shitty blog. ❤

So here it is as I bring you up to speed: My life has been short of being a trainwreck. Lots of personal and family issues have arisen and it has been hell on earth. On a good note though, I have been inspired to do many creative things!! So, I have gathered a group of minions and we are currently working on shooting some horror/sci-fi short films and put them up on YouTube.

Why? Because quite frankly if I don’t start doing something creative I am going to go bazurk. I have to find an interview for August. Im going to con this year and will get to meet lloyd Kaufman. I’m nerding out and excited.

I must be off. creative duty calls.

With Love,

Mercy Desdemona

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Hello my dearest followers. I have been doing a lot of thinking of what direction I want to take the blog. You will be noticing some changes that I hope will make following the blog more of a pleasure. The title of the blog has been renamed as ‘Desdemona Entertainment’. Secondly, if you haven’t already checked out January’s monthly featured interview check it out here: interview I have decided that each month, there will be a featured interview. The interview will always be with someone from the creative side. Models, musicians, jewelry makers, painters, photographers, authors etc. My inspiration comes from wanting to help fellow creative people like myself get out there! If you or someone you know would like to be a featured interview please send an email to: vintagehorrormistress@gmail.com

Interviews can be done through email.

I will have a new post every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday.
Im currently trying to choose what I would like to post on those days.

I am on twitter: @mercydesdemona

Feel free to follow me.

My facebook: Facebook Go ahead and like the page.

I will be doing contests and much more on the way.

Thank you for following and to my newcomers… pour yourself a glass of wine and enjoy the party… dont worry… the vampires wont bite.

Xoxo

Mercy Desdemona

2013 in Review

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It’s that time of the year again… where we each take a look back at the years past and deeply think about our choices and where we are currently. I will admit, 2013 has to be the rockiest year I’ve ever had. From arguments, to self struggle, and not to mention a couple break downs a long the way I have finally sorted through it all and feel so much better. With that, let’s take a look at Mercy’s Review of 2013!

  • The beginning of the year started off with friendships ending. Mercy & Luna was a show I did with a good friend of mine at the time. The show fell apart when we both wanted to be heard and in the end it became well, less fun. Our friendship fell apart when I needed someone there the most — I didn’t realize what was going on with me. In the end, I’m glad the friendship died out. It made me realize that it’s a part of life to get rid of people and although the end was horrid, the long friendship that was there had an importance at one point. I am glad that I did have the friendship and I do wish Luna well with all her adventures.
  • My boyfriend moved in last year on Christmas Eve and have had an interesting year not just finding ourselves but finding out where we are relationship wise and together on this big floating rock. There were tears, yelling, hugging, and laughter and I wouldn’t change it for the world! Through this year of emotional turmoil, we’re still with each other and not an ounce of time is wasted on sadness anymore! 
  • 2013 was definitely the year where I started my journey of self discovery. I admitted my faults and acknowledged them, grew from mistakes, and embrace my life instead of killing myself off in a manner that I won’t act upon anything. I had a lot of new experiences, scare a con, meeting new friends, going out a lot more, and embracing my oddities that make me – ME! I am a lovely young woman with a brain full of intellect that I shouldn’t dumb myself down to fit in with people who have caused me grief. I am tolerant, and observant. I am an old soul in a young body. I yearn to learn different cultures and other worlds. Books are my gateway to my soul and I enjoy being me very much. 
  • I started to realize that you need to pick battles and put your foot down. It’s not worth the complete headaches to fight small battles that don’t mean anything in the future. Fighting for a secure future and your dreams is worth more than money could buy! 

 

For what I’ve seen of this year, it’s been meaningful. I needed it to knock me out of what world in my head I was living in and start noticing the world around me in a better manner. Creativity is apart of who I am and it will never be pushed aside again. 2014 is the year of perseverance for me. Goals will be obtained. Failure is not an option. And on top of that my band, Demonic Refusal, will make it’s debut!

 

How was 2013 for you?!

 

– Mercy

Mercy, Oh Mercy! Where for out thou Mercy?!

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I am here my little devils. Just been rather busy getting the restaurant in order amongst other things. I have done some photography lately with my new camera. It’s quite amazing to get photographs that are so clear.

I’ve done some singing and bass playing lately as well to get on track with my music and be able to jam with my boyfriend.

Youtube – I will be more active on. Why? Because it’s my creative outlet. And sometimes I’m too damn lazy to type shit out.

Biggest Pet Peeve: When someone comes to your house and asks “Do you have a bathroom?” I feel that I have to restrain myself from saying ” No we use the lawn.” -_-

Dead  Like Me should have had more seasons than just two.

Mental Debate: To return to college or just become a college drop out. :O Why on earth would you wanna drop out of college young lady? Well hmmm…let’s see… I’m already 37K in debt to college loans for a degree that is pretty much as useful as a penny when you go to the gas station. I also have a business loan out. The business of which I’m going to be opening soon. My hands on opportunities are far greater than the classes I’m taking. Not only that, the educational system for my field is just not all there. I feel like instead of getting a 37K education I’m getting a 2K education. But that’s currently something else that’s on my mind.

Relationship: My boyfriend and I have been together a little over a year now, and we’re still going strong! Glad we decided to move in together and begin our journey. We’ve had our fights and all but we’re still by each others side and have great times.

 

Have you guys ever had that “eye awakening” moment? Like, dude seriously. It’s just better do this crap myself because the people around me are bozos moment? Yeah… I’m having a lot of those.

 

People always tell me I have a face that could scare an undertaker when I’m walking around. Apparently I have this natural snarl to me. Hm… it comes in handy. Pro: I don’t have to deal with idiots. Con: Not very friendly.

 

Well, my devils. I just got cable again. And this is my week kinda-sorta “off” before we continue our journey to open the restaurant. I’m going to enjoy it! Even though I have worries on the brain.

Be sure to keep a look out for my new videos and new videos from Unsuccessful Entertainment.

I thank you for your internet stalking and hope that you have a horrendous day.

Bats & Ghouls,

Mercy Desdemona

Where have I Been? *Self Discovery*

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Hello dear creeps.

I have missed you and I highly doubt you’ve missed my babble. The time has come for music fest to be just around the corner. We have to fix up some loose ends but that’s about it. Next weekend is the first ever Dissident Overdrive Music Festival! I am also hearing from my funding advisor about my business line of credit within the next 24-48 hours! A lot of anxiety, tears, happiness, and over all stressful schizophrenia has brought me to this point. I really hope I hear grand news after all my hard work. I am really anxious to get my proof of funding to hang up on my wall. 

Now that the music fest is underway, I can concentrate more on the ice cream shop. I have to work on a LOT of things. But it will all be taken care of. My brother has been made financial advisor which I think is appropriate since he is a mathematical genius and I’m mathematically challenged. 

Important things I’ve learned in this long, stressful process:

 

  • Pride = DAMAGE!: Having pride is a good thing in some cases, but having so much pride that you’re ashamed of asking for help isn’t good. It will make you a very resentful human being with a bunch of stress and anxiety.
  • Be yourself!:  Be 100% you. Don’t bend over backwards and allow people to walk on you. They get angry with you? So what. You’re being yourself and 100% true.
  • Let Go: Let go of any past experiences that may have made you into something your not. Don’t let the past hold you back from having an amazing future.
  • Surround yourself with a good team: Every person has unique strengths. Find their niche and put them in charge of that. A well-oiled machine goes a lot farther than one that sputters!
  • Confidence is key: Honestly, you can do it. Nay-sayers nay-say because they have nothing else to say. So… yeah. Ditch those lousy people and go for it. You life once. It’s better to have tried than wonder “what if”. 

 

Have a good day creeps.

 

Blood & guts,

Mercy

Remember 2012

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Creeps:

I haven’t had the time to formally sit down and write about my 2012 summary and how life has changed. People have come and gone into my life, I’ve grown into a strong young woman, lessons have been learned. I do receive questions about why my live show with Luna has ended. The thing is: Her and I both grew up. Mercy and Luna was just a hang out we did to break our shyness barrier. We were both meek ladies who have blossomed into the women we are today. With growing up, friends also grow apart. We have our own individual goals and dreams to accomplish and although we are no longer on speaking terms I do wish her the best of luck.

2012 was a struggle and emotionally exhausting. I take a look back now and see that all of that was needed in order to start anew in this grand year of 2013. Things have changed for the greater. I’m currently in the process of opening an ice cream parlor as the family business, I met the love of my life of which he moved in on Christmas, My music dreams are slowly but surely coming into view, I’m working on writing a horror film and I am a stronger/confident individual than I was in 2012.

In 2012, I came across a lot of people that I believed were good friends. When in actuality, they were nothing but people that used me as a doormat and somewhat were bullies. I didn’t realize this fact until I began to share my opinions and start truly being myself. Yes, I am a horror junkie, a metal head, sarcastic/dark humored, brutally honest, Dr. pepper and mac and cheese addict! I can admit my personality isn’t for everyone and I can be taken the wrong way. People only liked it when I agreed with them or didn’t challenge their view point. After awhile, it was right to wash my hands of the people that I did call friends.

I must say good riddance to 2012. Thank you for the negative experience and the life lessons. You will actually be kept documented within my brain for future reference.

Thanks for wasting time with my existence.

Blood & Guts

– Mercy Desdemona –